this is my first time to write this thing and actually i really have no idea what to put on this but i guess there's nothing wrong with a try and this might help me release my feelings..well, im the youngest offspring of my parents but unluckily, they are not living together.. they separated when i was just a kid.. i don't regret it anyways because i'm still happy.. i'm living with my mom right now with no idea where my dad is.. well, again, that separation is good for them.. divorce is not legal in our country by the way.. they separated because my dad always or loves drinking! and when he drinks, it is his time to hit my mom.. yes, i witnessed how my dad hit my mom.. he always hurt her.. i don't know why.. my mom said it was out of jealousy..jealousy to everyone..weird right?? "even to my eldest brother.." ohh... there was a time when i went home and the floor is full of blood because my dad accidentally,dont know if it was really an accident, cut the hands of my mom..fortunately, not all and it is still whole right now.. it was really hard.. i know and i can feel the pain my mom was feeling that time so i did not disagree about her decision to leave.. it was also okay for me when she got married again with somebody..she needs support and love maybe.. anyway, i was young that time so i never care about their decisions.. but now that i am 19, i still understand my mom.. it is for her own good.. martyrdom is not in today.. i also don't hate my dad for what he had done before.. maybe the liquor controls him that time but everyone has the right to change.. i love my biological parents so much.. sometimes it is hard to say in front of the class that i am a product of a broken family but hey! i should be proud of it! imagine, my mom tried everything just to make my other siblings finish their studies..we are four, unfortunately only one graduated- she is the one who is supporting my studies right now.. and even i'm from a broken family, i still have good manners because my mom raised us so well.. uhmm.. sometimes i wish we were still complete..anyways... life is like that! just accept it! im so proud of my parents, and i'm so blessed to have them.. :)